Cathy,
I am so sorry you are going through this, I will keep you in my prayers and hope for the best on the 11th. I know with your faith you will be fine.
Love & Hugs
Darlene
CATHY SPENCER <cathyjds@...
I wanted to say thanks to everybody who e-mailed or called in response to my "crisis" last week. I also need to apologize... I realized after the fact that I never did explain what was going on!
Okay, Tuesday I went to the doctor because I am showing all the early warning signs of mild hearing loss. Mike and I studied back on the last year or so and realized this has been going on for a while. I figured that I had an ear infection, or maybe was "growing 'taters" in my ears or something (cuz you can only get so far with q-tips). You know, something easily fixed.
Nothing doing. My ears were "squeaky clean," and my eardrums were nice and pink, not swollen, etc. The doctor decided that she needed to refer me to a specialist to be tested for Menier's Disease. She was rather vague when I asked her what it was, so I went home and looked it up on line. What I read scared me. The possibility of further hearing loss freaked me out.
As many of you know, I am a musican/actress and my second job is the Minister of Music and Worship at a church in Nashville. The ability to hear, obviously, is of major importance to be able to perform these jobs. Understandably, I was upset and freaked!
My FIRST thought was, "I NEED CHIPS!" But thankfully, the next thought right behind it was, "No you don't need chips, you're just upset." Last year when my daughter disappeared, I learned the lesson that strong emotional blows make me want to eat. I struggled with that all week, but I'm doing better now.
You know, this surgery has made my life a whole lot better, but I'm learning that it doesn't "cure" everything over night. Obviously, this is going to be a life-long battle.
So thanks again for all your concern, support, prayers, e-mails and calls. Please remember me on Wednesday April 11th as I see the specialist. Please pray that no matter what I learn that day, I'll choose to accept it, move on, and STAY AWAY FROM JUNK!
Cathy, 12/20/04
Houston - 420/200/180
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Cathy Spencer (12/20/04)
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